Tired but sexy Debbie

You are going to have to have the courage of your convictions, Deborah, aren't you, petal? You ain't going to get much support as an earnest autogynephiliac who has no interest in transitioning and not much interest in crossdressing, who doesn't insist that they are inwardly biologically female, who tends to recoil from pornography.

But having the courage of my convictions just isn't me. I am a doubter by instinct. And I am tired, so tired, so world-weary. Life has that effect upon one.

But I am not so world-weary that I don't feel like treating myself to this fun erotic bit of choosing a sexy femme picture for me to identify with. The desire to do this comes from deep down; it's a sensitive keen thrill. Eros defies thanatos yet.