Naked 'oh'

Now I am visualising myself sitting naked in a very small dark room, sitting naked on the floor, leaning against the wall,  waving my arms up and down and saying 'oh, oh, oh, oh!'

It's a release of feeling, as I return to bare, honest solitude. I have just been writing something elsewhere that was carefully composed and tightly argued. But is it right? I don't know, I don't know. I'm releasing all the feelings gathered up tightly when I argue from a seemingly firm position. I use my mind to the best of my ability, but what does this one woman know, really?

There are layers. As I articulate feelings I move increasingly from feelings into rational assertions. Eventually I feel the need to express myself as the feeling woman beneath the sharp advocate.

Right or wrong? I don't know.  Here I just am - this is me! this is me! this is me!

Ohhhhh.....