Far from being the dark temptation, the unhealthy addiction, developing the inner woman seems like the noble project. It's where I ought to go, where I feel I should go when I'm feeling at my strongest. But when I'm sluggish I turn away from the challenge.
I - she says right now, aware that what I state on this blog only applies to the moment in which I state it - wish to devote my energy, my creativity, my adventure, my hope, my urgency, to developing my inner woman.
It's less a wish than drive. I discover that I feel a need to go there.
I also increasingly get a slightly uncanny feeling of the inner woman taking over the reins. Fuck you talking about me in the third person, I'm in charge here. Do as I say, outer man: I'm the strong one, the motivated one here.
I could cry a river for past sadness, but there is no time. There is a future ahead to embrace.
And hey, I want to connect with my crossdreaming sisters out there. What a special tribe we are. xxx
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